it’s Sexual Assault Awareness Month… and it crashes into us with the news of millions of views…

it's Sexual Assault Awareness Month... and it crashes into us with the news of millions of views of some type of online rape academy

it’s Sexual Assault Awareness Month…
and it crashes into us with the news of millions of
views of some type of “online rape academy,”
and at first, we feel rage. but then… we feel
not so surprised at all.

and it’s because we’ve already known too many
versions of this… and it feels common… and what
actually feels foreign is to even consider a world where
SA is just terrible and rare. and so i try to imagine it…
like what if we could have that world?

but then i feel more rage… because i don’t want to
just imagine it, i want it to be real. i want to live
in a world where the horrible things that we’ve
accepted as common could only
ever be terrible and rare.

– butterflies rising

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some ways i’m made of magic…

i'm passionate & creative... i'm a dancer & a writer, and i spill out all my feelings into both of those things

some ways i’m made of magic…

i’m passionate & creative… i’m a dancer &
a writer, and i spill out all my feelings into
both of those things.

i’m adventurous & spontaneous…
maybe sometimes a little bit reckless…
but i can also be really brave, and i also
dream really big.

i love being a good friend… i’m supportive
& loyal & can hold space for any version of
them. and i’m silly & fun & i’m up for
anything. and i love my friends sooo much
and so deeply… like soulmates.

…and i think all of those things make
me kind of magical

– butterflies rising

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the way we’ve just been conditioned our whole lives as girls & women…

the way we've just been conditioned our whole lives as girls & women

the way we’ve just been conditioned our whole lives as girls & women to just accept SA as an almost inevitable thing we’ll experience… it’s overwhelming to even see any consequences… like it feels foreign to even consider a world where SA is just terrible and rare… but imagine, what if we could have that world

– butterflies rising

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if there is anything i want to be… i want to be the most passionate version of myself…

in february… i want to be the most passionate version of myself… to feel and feel

if there is anything i want to be…
i want to be the most passionate version
of myself… to feel and feel… and follow what i feel,
and inhale love and be love, and exhale any fear…
and this version of me won’t apologize
for having a heart on fire

– butterflies rising

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i don’t know if our nervous systems are made for social media…

i don't know if our nervous systems are made for social media... to have so much noise over our own inner voice

i don’t know if our nervous systems are
made for social media… to have so much noise
over our own inner voice trying to influence
who and how we should be…

but i’m learning to say things like…
“who and how i want to be can’t be shaken
by what’s outside of me. i need to like me…
and that’s what i’m going to
let matter to me.”

– butterflies rising

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i miss what it feels like to believe in sunrises…

i miss what it feels like to believe in sunrises. to wake up feeling like... today will be good

i miss what it
feels like to believe in sunrises.
to wake up feeling like… today will be good,
beautiful things will happen,
and nothing will hurt.
but the world just keeps breaking
my heart again and again
and again.

– butterflies rising

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whenever i see someone talking about how small & controllable women need to be…

whenever i see someone talking about how small & controllable women need to be if they want to be loved

whenever i see someone talking about how small & controllable women need to be if they want to be loved, it just makes me want to write more poetry about how bright we get to be and be loved.

– butterflies rising

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there will be a year when your life falls apart in ways…

there will be a year when your life falls apart in ways that make you feel like you've never been so lost

there will be a year when your
life falls apart in ways that make you feel like
you’ve never been so lost… but it’s important
that you keep going…

because there is a version of you
waiting on the other side of that journey
who knows that all of the falling apart and
burning down were clearing the way
for so much blooming.

– butterflies rising

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